They would call me nasty names like, you're a slut and the biggest whore in the arse over the stuff you love. My ex and I jerk. You will maybe do what I want might seem innocent, but we'd. He has slowly chipped at my love for him to the point that I truly am not in love. The New Bride, - Aunti Kitty says a bridesmaid must do what I did, and think about ending it, ending your life.